hmm.. blogging from sch again... really got nothing to do.. waiting for 5.30 to go for judo.. really sian.. haiz.. angela went home.. shannon went for classes.. no one to pei wo but dis screwed blog. haiz.. anyway.. found out today tt my chem teacher gonna leave us to retire permanently aft dis term which is aft dis wk.. hmm.. kinda indifferent.. nothing much.. juz hope tt we get a gd teacher such as mr ng or something.. haiz.. sian now.. later on got judo.. sian.. can't pon liao coz grading coming soon.. and o ya.. my finger aint much better and i mux go judo-ing again.. *gulps*.. o well... finally confronted my grp pple.. they sux man.. dun really feel like toking bout it now.. o well.. shall continue later..

hmm.. today quite a f***ed up day as usual.. o well.. my brain wasn't in my head thw whole day.. haiz.. dunno wad i'm doing.. had some serious thoughts of quiting sch today.. haiz.. dunno wad to do..havn't been putting my heart into wadeva i've been doing dis whole wk.. seriously need something to lift my sprits.. haiz.. o well.. seems like the only thing tt i really enjoyed was to hide in those loud songs.. seems to take away my troubles.. haiz.. had my spa today.. prac exam la.. quite ok for me la.. but i really didn't noe wad tt b**ch was taking note of.. haiz.. feeling f***ed again coz ive gotta go do up some house chores.. shall cont'd later..

ok.. yesterday went to catch troy.. uber nice show.. very nice.. but long la.. lasted like 3 hours.. hmm.. anyway... dis morn woke up.. tried as hell.. got like 4 hours of slp average for dis wk.. i'mm gonna die.. anyway.. my parents bought porriage back from china town.. mmm.. nice.. anyway... got nothing much to do today.. done up all my tutorials liao.. cleaned my room liao.. anyway.. was supposed to go out wif shannon.. but she couldn't again.. 2 wks liao.. haiz.. think i'm really very easily irritated dis wk bcoz of my lack of slp.. so sorry if i offened anyone.. haiz.. now can't even tok to her online.. o well.. she busy i guess.. i have to understand.. man.. i wish i could help.. hate the feeling of not being able to help.. anyway.. haiz.. shall try to entertain myself again.. i mean i'm not complaining or anything.. juz tt i can't help feeling sian.. anyways... i wish time could juz stop once in a while.. den i can juz stop thinking.. haiz.. dun excally noe wad the hell i'm talking bout.. haiz.. think it's my lack of sleep talking.. o well.. shall kinda stop here for now.. if i'm feeling better later i think i well write more..

haiz.. i'm freaking sian now.. waiting for my pw online meeting.. so sian.. haiz.. anyway.. i really wanna pon sch tml.. sooo sian.. my brains like dying.. so if i really don't do something to relax i think i'm gonna get a mental breakdown..haiz.. i only wish shannon can pei wo.. haiz.. too bad she doesn't wan to so tt means either i wander ard orchard road alone tomorrow which will make me look like a bloody ass or i can go to sch and pass the cake to my frens and probably suffer from a mental break down.. haiz.. the dilimma.. o well.. anyway.. managed to complete most of my chinese homework earlier.. preetttyy proud of myself.. haiz.. o well.. pretty much no mood to do anything now coz i'm really too sian half.. haiz....