hey.. hehe.. kinda breaking my non-blogging promise again.. haha.. o well.. juz came back from pooling.. man i miss pooling.. esp wif my 4k kakies... haiz.. miss my old claz.. one of a kind.. o well.. *sob sob?* hmm.. anyway... recently supposed to be studying.. but kinda busy wif leap and pw and stuff.. haiz.. damn worried bout promos.. haiz.. but now adays.. really thinking alot bout life.. religion.. the world.. everyting la... haiz... so many qsts in my head.. and plus.. i think i'm more and more bout the detrimental state our environment is in.. haiz... so depressing.. reading more and more bout it and getting more and more depress.. haiz.. maybe i shld stop.. ignorance is bliss eh? haiz.. i wish man.. haiz... sob sob.. o well.. hope the end comes aft i'm gone.. then i start to wonder is there life aft death? wad happens aft death? haiz... so many qsts... biologically speaking i will be gone and have no more thoughts.. but then.. is there a heaven? i hope so.. i sorta have faith there is.. i mean.. ironically.. i believe in god.. haha.. so wierd... o well.. as i start to think bout it.. everything in life every perception every believe is created by man.. and man creates stuff which he wants to think is true.. so.. what do i believe in? myself? haiz.. so wierd.... so many qsts... o well.. i think this rembling on of qsts is really too much for me to handle.. maybe i shld lead life to the fullest? o well.. haiz.. lets c how it goes...
*confessions of a unclear mind*

hey.. yo peeps.. so i'm kinda done wif my blog template updates... really like it... kinda wad i would imagine my haven to be.. hehe.. o well.. juz hope u guys enjoy it too.. ciaoz.. off to try to be a hardworking student..

hey.. so i think i'll blog.. hehe.. missed blogging.. anyways.. an overall update... ermm... life is quite good except for the constant bombardment of tests from all subjects plus spa plus pw.. haiz... actually.. getting quite sick of the stress from jc life.. haiz.. o well.. anyway.. juz came home aft chi test.. yawn.. i hate chi.. so shitty.. wish i could drop it.. (am i denying my own roots? dun think so.. juz dun like learning the lang in sch...) anyways.. addicted to the song being played here.. as well as she will be loved.. haiz.. have been feeling very environmentally inclined dis wk.. been dling alot of oneearth.org advertisements.. hmmm..o.. and i'm broke.. again! haha..mainly coz i've been taking taxi almost everyday.. but i was tired and wanted to get home asap..o ya.. and the other day the taxi driver juz started toking to me bout all sorts of things.. like how to love a person.. something bout fate.. future.. a whole lot of crap.. den he waited for me to go into my house b4 he drove off.. so freaky... like stalker or something.. *shivers*.. anyway.. been trying to follow the olympics.. though it has really been hard.. all the timings so wierd.. when i finally get to watch the repeat i already noe the results... haiz.. screwed.. o well.. i've been trying to study everyday.. everyday do some revision from each sub.. been going... quite bad.. only managed to do tt on wed.. den gave up on thurs and fri.. haiz.. i'm super scared of retaining.. coz i noe the possibilty is there and i have to do very well for all my subjects.. and i really wan to do well.. toked to my mum bout it.. she says shes ok if i really ahve to.. but my fathers probably gonna freak out or something.. haiz.. i hope to get an A for chem and B for bio and at least a C or B for gp... and at least a C for maths.. hope tt c can keep me in.. though i doupt so.. haiz.. really regretting not studying hard for mid yrs.. plus i was kinda distracted.. haiz.. cons of bgr? maybe... haiz.. maybe i shldn't go into any for now.... haiz... u noe.. stress is like gers... can't live with em, can't live without em.. haiz.. haha.. worte something like tt for chi compo.. haha.. think i'm so gonna die.. o well.. guess tts all for now.. off to study..
*walks off into the warmth of the sunset*

life on earth was created from a perfect balance,
new life sprouts from the old.
half where its hot,
half where its cold.
but what is happening to our earth,
threatens all of us.
what once quenched our thirst would flood our lands,
what once gave us food would turn to dust.
mother nature is not doing this,
we are.
mother nature can't correct this,
only we can.
do something.

hey.. guess wad pple.. i'm gonna have to fore-go blogging from now on.. or at least cut down alot.. like monthly.. promos are coming up and i think i really gotta start revising and concentrating in claz.. i really really muz start studying like hell.. but i juz cant start.. everytime i pick up the book i got a sudden urge to slp.. haiz.. i seriously need help.. haiz.. summore pws killing me... haiz.. i wish there wasn't pw lor.. dun c the use of it at ALL.. haiz.. only make pple stress and irritated.. o ya.. on a brighter note.. me and shannon are gd frens and all.. hehe.. tok on fone and all.. =).. actually i think we are better dis way.. i mean.. i feel tt our frenship getting better and stuff.. and tt makes me happy.. o well.. guess shall update dis time next mth.. ciaoz.. dun miss me.. haha...

ok.. 1 wk over has passed since the break up.. all in all.. think i'm ok.. i mean.. i still miss her abit.. but i'm moving on wif life.. (alot of bird watching) haha.. too bad the sch got so little.. haha... so sad huh... haha.. narrow down to afew to c.. but i dun think they r very chio.. juz okok plus abit.. a little bit.. noe wad i mean? haha.. oya.. and today coz shannon sick i went to buy her some carbon tablets.. sweet huh??hahhaha...yeah.. anyway.. sch life is a dread.. pw is so mang.. my chi is f***ed up.. and my poor gp teacher went so hospital.. so sad.. gonna have a replacement for now.. :( anyway..got scolding for bio coz i nv do tutorials.. and.. oya.. tmr got spa!!! shit.. hope i dun die as badly as bio.. so funny lor.. the teachers nv teach us every thing properly wan us to sit for ALEVEL SPA!!! WTF??!! doesn't make sense rite? haiz... anyway.. on a brighter note.. i'm into physically straining myself dese days.. note straining not training... hahaha.. anyway.. juz like to run alot.. until i super sie.. anyway.. my muscle ache for 4 days liao.. in my uper thigh.. haiz.. o well.. guess tts all for now.. ciao;)