i think humans are the dumbest creatures to walk this planet.. out of all the organisms that exists in this world we are the only one that was blessed with a brain evolved to adapt and create tools and to have the ability of higher thoughts.. to be able to think into the future.. but out of all the creatures in the world we are the only one who do not know our place in the world.. we are the most selfish of all spiecies in the world.. we kill just for the sake of killing.. huting other magnificant animals just for the thrill of it.. but why?.. out of all the animals.. we are the only on that completely oblivirate other species just for out own personal gain.. for what? that wooden computer desk you are sitting on? we are given such an evolved brain but we are unable to look past our needs that are right in front of us.. not only that.. but out of all the species on earth we are the only one that kill each other.. for what? disagreement in ideology? just because we want to gain? out of all the speicies.. we are the only one given a conscience.. but we dont use it.. there are wars here and wars there.. so much so until death and suffer has lost much of its affect on the younger generation of people living in developed countrys... humans are the only ones who would not even listen to their own words and follow them.. rather they follow selectively.. US and UN thingy? need i elborate? haiz.. so much sorrow... haiz.. wad is this world coming to...

i poned sch today.. haha..to study la.. well.. not too bad la.. covered quite alot for bio.. woohoo.... =) only bio la.. but was like 1/2 a yrs wrk.. so quite proud of myself.. hmm.. well.. i wasnt the only one who poned.. i saw.. one of my sch teachers at the library too! haha.. funny sia.. haha.. hmm.. saw a few nyjc pple there.. in their sch unis.. haha.. hmm.. nothing much to say la.. no life now la.. well.. hope i didnt miss anything at sch.. *man i sound so guai* haha..

shit man.. i'm supposed to be studying.. shit.. i'm SOoooo no prepared for promos... F***.. wad the hell shld i do??!!!

haiz.. sian sia.. blogging from sch library again.. supposed to be pw lects now but was canceled la.. damn sian la... kinda feeling guilty.. shld be studying now.. and theres only like 5 mins left b4 i have to face sian chi.. haiz... o well.. man.. i muz really start mugging... managed to do some last night... chem la.. covered like 1 and a half topic? something liddat la.. haiz... dissapointing.. and leap is kinda taking up quite some time... den tmr still have to do some publicity stuff.. haiz.. sian.. think i have to go liao.. *sian sian sian* chi sux esp when i owe the teacher so many stuff... =(

finally learnt how to upload pix.. haha.. anyway.. theres the kitten i rescued...

4k rox.. 

awww... 

cute huh...  

You are the Universe card, sometimes called the
World card. The Universe is the complete,
perfect whole. The spiritual path has come to
an end and enlightenment is reached. Events
have reached completion. The different facets
of your life are well-integrated and
harmoniously balanced. This is an ideal state
in which to rest and feel the true state of
your vibrant physical being. Your creative
potential is maximized and you have achieved
goals that you have set for yourself in the
past. After enjoying the pleasure of this
state, a new cycle can begin with new
challenges and triumphs that will keep you
feeling alive and keep building on the
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heys.. so 1 wk has passed.. hmm.. of.. today.. went to study aft sch and stuff.. hmm.. reached home.. found out the kitten my sister was helping to kitty sit had ran away.. it went for a car ride in an engine... *sob sob sob*haiz.. anyway.. later on.. i found another little kitten.. bout 1 wk old only.. got abandoned or something..so.. i took it in la.. for the time being.. hope can gif it to my sis's fren.. haiz.. dun really feel like toking about it now.. its too poorthing.. haiz.. anyway.. mom and dad shld be touching down any minute now and i'm gonna my mambo bag.. haha.. o well.. i 'm quite sian.. maybe i write tmr..

*yawnz* returning to sch sux... haiz.. esp when u woke up late and ur parents aint here to send u to sch.. sianz...

You're of the "I hate school"
breed!
You just hate going to school
and can't stand waking up every day just for
school. But no choice, you just force your way
through school and when the time comes, you
leave the country for other, better education
systems. Bah, at least you have the resources
to do so, you rich/smart bugger!!

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sian.. haiz.. another mugging day... more fruitful than previous la.. anyway.. woke up wif a bladdy muscle ache at the back of my neck.. grrr.. and my butt and ankle still hurts.. but not tt much la.. hmm.. i found out i pig out alot when i study.. but yet.. i still wont weigh above 60 kg no matter wad.. haha.. ermm.. maybe tts good and bad.. got my fathers genes la.. he only started gaiing weight when he reached 40.. haha.. well.. it aint good becoz i'm in JUDO.. i need weight.. at least some mass.. or else sure kena slammed like hell.. haiz.. but xin xian is so bloody light la.. he aint tt bad.. but when he try to slam me.. hes so light i can juz lift him up and push him to the ground.. haha.. funny la.. now i starting to miss judo.. haha.. o yea.. y-days jump really gave me confidence lor.. i feel like judo throws are nothing liao.. haha.. i mean kena slammed la.. haha.. o well.. anyway.. mom and dad are going to perth tmr morn... sob sob.. haha.. my father graduating there.. finally got his MBA.. woo hoo dad.. anyway.. they may get me a mambo bag from there.. woo hoo.. haha.. erm.. maybe some board shorts too.. haha.. yea.. well.. i was hoping that i could actually havoc.. but then i realised.. ITS THE PROMOS.. haiz.. sian.. last yr oso.. o level.. haiz.. y.. y... haha.. man.. i juz realised tt i cant go for another holi for quite a long time.. next yr i got my a levels.. so i sure wont go on holi.. then yr aft tt is ns.. well.. at least can stay at pulau tekong chalet.. haha.. sians la.. haiz.. anyway.. i think the happy go lucky sec 4 me sum how coming back.. hmm.. inner peace and all.. haha.. wierd... haha.. o well.. back to mugging... *pw sucks*

lol.. tried doing some stupid jump off like 3/4 a storey? haha.. lol.. anyway.. i fell wrong and my right butt cheek hurts and i think i sorta hurt my ankle.. darn.. haha.. o well.. had fallen worse in pri sch.. haha.. my pri clazmates shld noe wad i mean.. lol.. anyway.. realised how dumb singaporeans are la.. they really follow blindly.. no matter wad anybody wif authority says.. they juz follow.. which leads me to singapore idol... i think the idols noe themselves.. once the judges give them bad comments.. its over.. juz because singaporeans are followers.. haha.. but i'm not denying i'm on of em la.. haha.. o well.. hmm.. doing pw now.. doing some resarch.. blah blah blah.. hate pw.. haiz.. help..

haiz... sian.. mugging mugging mugging... wad more is there to say?=( o well.. shit man.. shld have studied harder for mid-yrs.. last time so little topics.. now.. haiz... o well... shldn't waste time here.. ciao...
*mugg*mugg*mugg*mugg*mugg*mugg*mugg*mugg*mugg*mugg*mugg*mugg*mugg*mugg*mugg*

i shall give u 2 choices.
1. u can live in your dream world where u are your own king. u can have anymaterial desire you ever wished for. you can have a wonderful life no need to work. you would wake up to fields of green a wonderful spouse, lovely kids. anything anyone could ever want.

2. you have to struggle through life. you can barely pay the bills, you work 8 hours a day, you social life is virtually non existant. you wake up to the honking of traffic beside your 2 room HDB flat.

but the catch is.. if u pick 1.. u would have to live in a vegetable like state. one where you cant make any desicions by yourself not being able to do any thing at your own will.

you c... the thing is... choice 1 is juz like our dreams.. have u ever woke up only wanting to go back to sleep and not want to face the world? that is life. we need to struggle through life to get our dreams.. no matter how wad the odds, we have to fight. its not a real choice..