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verbal diarrhoea.
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
have you ever felt alone? feel like that the only person who knows your problems is you? bored of everything? bored of thinking? ever feel like just lying back and watch the world go by? too lazy to move a muscle? sometimes the greatest evil is to do nothing.. but how sure are you that by taking action u will accomplish good? what if that action leads to evil? ever feel like you are at a cross road? lost in a never ending cycle of desicions? ever got lost in a never ending cycle of emotions? life sometimes never seem to lead anywhere... the same never ending cycle... what ever happened to the time when life was simple? where one could just run free non stop enjoying the fresh air.. the smell of sweet sweet morning dew... the feeling of long grasses slidding between your toes.. where one could leap into the air and fall on the ground and not caring bout the pain of reality... where one could just enjoy the simple beauties in life.. the beauty of a simple white flower.. the simple beauty of green grass brown wood... what happened to those days? reality sucks... i wish i could just keep on dreaming.. and what makes reality so enjoyable?why isn't the illusion of a blissful life enough? what makes reality, reality?after all reality is only a result of our dreams, our aspirations.... except with all the harshness of the consequences... reality does not provide people with 2nd chances.. reality is harsh and unforgiving... why then.. why is it so desirable? maybe because it is after all... real...
-verbal diarrorea 1:02 PM Wednesday, May 25, 2005
this has really gone on for too long.. what happened to our freedom of speach? why can't we blog about what we want to... yes it might me at the expense of others and cause hurt and blah blah blah... but come on la... whatever happened to democracy and being able to say what we want? we shouldn't be prosecuted for whatever we are blogging.. it just doesn't makes sense... isn't a blog a medium for which we can express our thoughts? is singapore's media control really as bad as it seems? where people can be sued based on their own thoughts? in case u haven't realised by now.. i'm actually b*tching bout the case bout that singapore scholar talking crap bout A*star or something... and today in assembly we get warned for wad we blog about... maybe its because our we are linked to the school and the school might get into trouble or something.. but why would our thoughts represent the school? now we don't even have freedom of thought? hmm.. o well.. bloody craped up society we live in... this is even worse than having the police or something to go over a speech a person wants to make at the speakers corner... maybe thats why our media freedom is ranked right infront or behind.. i cant rmb.. of iraq... tsk tsk...
anyway.. i'm so drained from pt... doubt i'll be able to walk tmr... 6:01 PM Saturday, May 21, 2005
finally.. got some time to post... rather.. got the mood to post... finally been going to judo again.. so fun.. so tiring... o well... yea!!! i'm so happy i'm not selected to represent sch for comp la... no need to train so tough.. muscles all aching
anyway.. life is getting more and more boring these days... all my free time is spent sleeping... i'm just too tired to work already.. getting more and more drained... sighs... studys aren't doing too good.. been failing maths recently... hope i can pass bio... my chems also deproving.. GPs going down the drain too... goes to show i'm not working hard enough... watching star wars on tues.. yay yay... sorta star wars fan... later going for LL... haiz... i really must start working hard during holis... mondays-bio maths tues- chem maths weds-chem bio thurs-bio fri- maths sat- chem sun- gp and relax.. hope i can do this the whole holi... 2:09 PM Sunday, May 08, 2005
the loop of henle enables mammals to produce hypertonic urine. it employs the principle of a hairpin counter current multipier to concentrate sodium chloride towards the medulla.. what the hell does tt mean... i've been reading this for hours and i'm still blur... help.... maybe getting drunk the night b4 the test helps...
8:21 PM Sunday, May 01, 2005
yeah.. finally got time to post.. haha.. so... nothing much actually happened this past few days... haven't been going for judo lately due to the fact that i'm still somewhat sick... sob sob.. really miss judo... anyway.. my mum's collegue's daughter past away a few days ago.. sob sob.. god bless.. so my mum went to help out on fri... hmm.. yeah...
anyway... yesterday went for some stupid big walk at uob plaza for cip... some singapore federation of chinese clan association thingy... had to wake up at 6.10 on a sat morn lor.. so sian... anyway... the walkwas for like 2 hrs.. later went on to suntec for breakfast at mac's wif my claz pple.. den went to watch infection wif judo pple... lame-ass stupid show.. total waste of my money lor... the scariest part was when qiu xuan scream... hahaha... den had to rush home aft the movie to go get ready for LL which i wrote crap for the essay.. actually i had a clear outline of wad i wanted to write.. very well planed out in my head.. if actually wrote that i thik i could get an A.. but i didn' have enough time.. by the time i reached the end of my 1st agruement i was already almost at the end of my 2nd page... so i scraped the idea and decide to juz write crap... anyway i think that i tend to write alont on the sci questions... easier to write la.. all almost the same content.. haha.. exactly wad my sister used to do.. haha.. influence... haha... anyway later on i went to auntie flossie's house to have dinner and stayed till bout 9... den went home 1st... aft tt i watched the jay leno show.. and they had a guest singer... anna nalick... some never heard of before ger.. but omg.. she was soooo chio! haha.. and she can sing! haha.. anyway.. heres a video of her.. http://www.annanalick.com/video/AnnaNalick_Breathe2AMVidFull.mov haha.. so cute.. :D anyway... tonight i'm gonna go watch the lord of the dance... watched the shots and it looks so cool!!! hahaha... i think i'm gonna enjoy myself to night.. haha... but the tix were ex la.. cost like 63 bucks a tix.. haha.. o well.. guess i'm off to do my load of home work.... soo much to complete... siann........... 1:08 PM
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