hmm.. ok.. made a mistake i'm leaving for thailand on 31st and only be back on 3rd... aft tt i only have 2 days b4 i go ns.. suddenly aft shopping for ns stuff in m'sia did it dawn on me tt i'm actually going for it.. ever since i was young i was afraid of ns.. the only source of comfort was that there would be many more yrs b4 i actually ahve to go for it... then suddenly it seems so near.. o well.. but theres no running away from it.. i would, in the end, have to face it.. and i guess i have to deal with it.. i'm so unprepared physically.. if i went to retake napfa again i would fail like hell.. i got no idea how i'm gonna survive... then again its endurance more than strenght and endurance is mostly psycological.. so if i think i can, i can... o well.. and although those in ns already says its like so slack.. i think it's gonna be much harder for those in the 9wks bmt... well.. i think i'll survive? haha.. o well.. hope i got 1 last chance to blog b4 i leave for tekong.. if not then ciao ppl...

ok.. my boredom is ending soon.. fri i'm going off to genting den sat i'll be in malacca all the way until monday.. then wed i'll be going for chalet with the judo clique.. its actually until fri but i can only stay until thurs night coz fri i'm gonna be flying off to bangkok until monday... then on fri i'll be going for BMT liao... so little free days left.. haiz.. somehow i kinda rather feel like rotting at home instead of constantly going out... haiz...but i have to go overseas.. don't have alot of time left to spend wif my family..
i'm gonna miss everyone... o well on the 5th day in ns i can come out le coz its hari raya.. cool.. then 3 wks aft tt its chi new yr lo.. wahahhaa... tt rocks.. o well.. this blog should be one of those unupdated ones for quite a long time... sob sob..

but then again this is what i've gathered from my comrads already in the army...
so far their training.. well at least for pegasus company is very slack... with a max of 30-40 push ups and 2.4k run.. and being free from 7.30 until 10.30pm so having time to slack ard and crap with fren and being able to call back... well.. the thing i hope the most is tt there is someone i know in the same section as me.. o well.. maybe i'll be in the same section as lee hsien loong's son.. apparently he was supposed to go pegasus company but a wk b4 entering.. he passed his napfa.. so he shld be entering at the same time as me.. and since there is only 2 companies when i enter.. he maybe in the same one as me.. i'll pray and pray and pray la...

haha.. anyway.. more tales from inside tekong... stories gathered from frens.. got this guy from pegasus company fell down when running up the stair during a 1 min toilet break.. so he cracked his skull and got air evac back to sg hospital.. so now they can't run up the stairs and toilet breaks are at least 3,4 mins.. bloody slackers!!!! haha...
from ray: his section got ghost and he felt one.. if u wanna noe more go ask him urself..

anyway.. guess tts all for now ba.. prob update once i get back from m'sia or tmr if i'm damn bored.. ciaoz..

O YA! I finally figured out what that 2 finger at the cheek is about! Just to jog everybody's history. during world war II Winston Churchill used to hold out two fingers whenever he made a speech to the public about the war. It was supposed to represent V for victory. So i figured that those girls doing that sign are actually intellectual history fanatics who idolise Winston Churchill and are trying to immortalise that bit of history in today's pop culture! Man, my original hypothesis must have been way off. That only shows that we should not judge, because u'll never know how brainy, organised and mature these people are.

WAHHAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAA

I don't get it. People always claim that for a ideal multi racial country there must be racial tolerance. But doesn't the word tolerance itself only suggest that there is an underlying hate and discrimination towards other races? Like when you tolerate someone's nonsense u actually hate it but endure it. Then if you actually have some sort of underlying hate how can it truly be a multiracial society that truely respects one another regardless of race? I mean why doesn't the government actually teach us from young to understand, accept and respect the fact that there are other people of different skins and practices, instead of being taught from a very young age that we must tolerate. So in a way the government actually teaches us to have an underlying hate towards and segregation from other races, and doesn't this kinda have an opposite result of what they intended?

But of cause, I do realise that I am talking about an ideal society because in reality it is only human nature to segregate and discriminate. And what better way to do that than basing the prejudice on the one's colour coding. REAL MATURE.

Hmm.. Time for more bitching... But this time i didn't really want to focus it so much on friendster. Instead, I'm trying to figure out why the hell girls i mean girls like to do tt, no. 2 with thier fingers and hold it up to their face, cheek or whatever, and I use the word girls to imply the immaturity. If u don't get what I mean then here's an idea http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v245/m0sk1t0/a.jpg. I mean, I simply don't get what its supposed to mean.

Maybe: "Buy 2 get 1 free" or "omg! I can't believe i have 2, i repeat 2 cheeks! omg!" or maybe its like base ball and they're signaling someone to run to 2nd base? Haha. Or maybe, just maybe, they're trying to act cute. Then again what so cute about the number 2? "O.. you cutey woosy baby little 2.. ooo.. you're just a number 2 aren't you.. you are.. o yes you are...."(in tt baby talk voice) Haha. Wierd ass.

Well, as you can tell, i'm actually trying to use proper English, well at least properly punctuated one. Turned out like shit because i have to keep going back to correct my mistakes.

lol.. been visiting some dumb ass blogs... kinda got nothing much else to do.. realised i really can't stand those cute-sy kinda blogs.. or those pple who "act cute" on friendster.. i mean gosh.. pls stop this... grow up! *cringe cringe cringe* i wonder why they must act like tt? maybe some guys get turned on by tt? maybe... but.. i wonder why they would be turned on by chicks who wanna act like little kids.. maybe its some wierd pedophilic tendency.. sorta like oedipus complex thing where guys like more mature women because it reminds them of their mothers... and with regards to the 1st oddity.. aren't the chicks like worried about this tendency? and shldn't they feel offended rather than feel a need to do so? or maybe no one else ever thinks of it this way except me...hmm.. wierd world we live in... hmm.. or maybe i always look at things in an unsual way... whatever.... ain't supposed judge... psychology seems interesting.. haha...

hmm.. still wondering what my calling is... seem to have a passion for everything... can't decide... hmm... o well.. will see how in march....

yawn.. boredom sux big time... spent the whole day lazing ard the house... thought today was the day tt dad was leaving.. well turns out its tmr... hmm.. moms really depressed.. dunno how to cheer her up... i really wish i could... hmm.. if i knew tt dad was going tmr i would have went wild wild wet wif clara and hs... o well.. it was either tt or escape but i'm kinda boycotting escape.. partially due to fear.. rmb tt that 2 gers fell off tt ride? i'm not suprised somethign like tt happened... i mean.. when i took the ride i thought it was bloody violent throwing pple ard left and right up and down.. i mean.. even space mountain in the US was like a ferries wheel compared to tt and the bloody bar isn't tight la there was quite a big gap la and i had to really hold on tight la... either tt or i'm really skinny la.. which is quite true... haha...

anyways... there nothing to do online.. esp tt now so many pple have gone ns.. so bored no one to crap to liao.. only my trusty-old-blog.. haha.. so i ended up reading blogs like tt xiaxue... mr brown.. mr miyagi.. sarong party girl... don't really like xiaxue's blog.. she like this uber narcisistic, self-obessed zhi lian kwang... i know they all mean the same thing.. but.. haha.. muz kinda boost my point.. and tt sarong party girl should just change her nickname to "the BIG EASY".. i heard mrbown and mr miyagi's pod cast.. haha.. quite funny.. apparently its "ns humour".. see.. when one enters ns.. he actually regresses.. and laugh at dumb ass imitations, lame ass jokes and stuff la... so.. maybe me laughing at 'em is just a sign tt i'm ready for ns? haha... o well.. bloggers are WIERD.. haha... hmm.. just like me? maybe.. look.. i'm like talking to myself la.. haha...

N-e-way.... not gonna excersize over the week end... today ran bout 5k.. but walked bout half.. sucks la.. i'm still not ready to run.. gonna go back to sch and run track soon.. do power runs.. tt aorta boost up my stamina.. my mum ask me to go to the gym earlier.. hmm.. don't like the idea... somehow in my mind.. the idea of a gym seems to be like a bunch of beefy guys together.. and hearing stories of guy frens being approached by other guys... eee... just freaks this homophobe out... which is wierd.. coz i'm ok wif gers being les but terrified of guys.... just wierd...

hmm... i'm checking my larnyx for anymore verbal diarroeh.. hmm.. guess tts all for now... time to go eat some milk fermented by straptococcus lactis.. haha.. just kidding.. just wannted to use some of my left over a level bio brain matter...

ciao my frens who are leaving tmr.... so long... shall join u guys in 1 mth time... gulpz... haha..

anyway...getting really bored with the internet.. nothing to do... blogging and blog surfing seems to be the only thing interesting left to do... life is gonna get even more boring wif everyone gone to ns and stuff... o well shall spend 24/7 excersizing..../ run lower pierce today.. bloody crappy run.. 1st i lost my stamina completely... 2nd-ly.. having a blister form on your ankle doesn't really motivate u to run either.. o well. in the end just explored lower pierce nature trails.. tmr i go try at bishan park.. if cannot den i go macrietchi run.. go no idea how to spell it.... anyway.. my pull ups are down to 4.. grrr... train train train.... *flexes minimal muscles** hurhhhhh*.. haha...

boredom sux...

huh....... 

bright flash 

panda neo and me 

i can't see 

pri sch LL buddies 

le clique 

friend-styled hair 

suk and me 

sinyi&me 

i still can't seeeeee 

i can't seeeeee 

pimpin haha 

the guys 

gela and me 

ok.. proms over... quite fun.. alot of things happened tt i saw and heard tt cannot be said here.. hahaha...

clubbing is fun... only when one has had a few drinks to drink... i think drinking teaches us.... how do dance like idoits.. clubbing enables pple who do not noe how to dance.. to dance...coz nobody can c u.. there is no room to really dance... and i got a feeling no one actually knows how to dance.. hmm.. new experience...

hmm.. i suppose dinner was good though i was too busy taking pictures to really enjoy the food.. it only aft tt did i realise i paid $80 for a dinner i did not eat alot of..

collected 18 pictures from friends so far... serve me right for preparing my cam.. changing batt... clearing memory... and forgetting to bring it....

could have used my handphone cam.. but serves me right fro sending it for repair 2 days b4 when it takes 3 days to repair...

wanted to try more drinks like margereta and martini-s and scotch at the club... but serves me right for having $100 but forgetting to take it...

hey.. sure beats sec 4 prom man... thank god i went...

tmrs prom.. hmm.. bought a new jacket/blazer thingy and got a new hair cut from jean yip.. yup.. tt bought all.. shall post pics of tmr once i'm done... *hope i don't have to dance tmr*..

yes.. finally bought most of my stuff yesterday... bought a longsleeve shirt from topman, a black pants from G2000 and a cross from 77th street...spent only $124.90 la.. not too bad... only left the shoes... gonna go out wif my family on sat... think going rock pot... wooo.. haha... finally its over and done with..but i think i still look kinda tooot... haha.. o well.. anyway.. yesterday.. went out clara, jx and hs again to watch hairy potty.. haha.. though i just watched it the day before.. hahhaa.. ok la... can watch 2 times tt means the movie wasn't too bad... hahha... then they helped me choose what to wear.. haha.. not sure if i shld get a suit, a blazer or not at all.. haha... haven't really decide... at 1st i thought i shldn't buy.. but now i found out i have a blazer at home.. but abit doesn't really fit.. o well.. whatever...

anyway... later today gonna go judo bbq... haha.. been going out almost everyday la.. haha.. surprisingly i'm not tt drained... o well ciaoz